In < 3 any belief that you loved me disappeared.
In < 3 our relationship changed forever.
In < 3 you said you don't believe me.
And in < 3 you denied me as your daughter.
I'm pretty good with words. I know what they mean...even when you say them in ways you don't mean. I know what they mean beyond the definition. Words carry so much meaning and so much power. Whoever said "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me" was hopelessly naieve.
Last night, with just a few words--"no" and "I have serious doubts"--trust was broken, love negated, and relationship distanced. Even if time changes those words to "yes," it's too late. The "no" and "I have serious doubts" were already said and meant and said so quickly and easily.
Saying it hurts is not enough. Wanting to cry cannot suffice.
I knew the words were a possibility but I was caught off guard. I never fathomed them being spoken.
Saying it hurts is not enough. Wanting to cry cannot suffice.
Hey Hun...Not sure what you're going through, but I hope you know I love you and if you ever just need someone to listen I'm here for you. Sending a big hug your way!
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